What Seems To Be

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Proverbs 18:2 – A fool hath no delight in understanding, but that his heart may discover itself.

You know what the old saying is: the fool who thinks he is wise is just a fool, but the fool who knows he’s a fool is wise indeed. And as Elvin Bishop (via Mickey Thomas) said: you better watch out because you might just fool around and fall in love. But, if you do, will you be loved in return? This is the question.

He came from somewhere back in her long ago
The sentimental fool don’t see, tryin’ hard to recreate
What had yet to be created once in her life
She musters a smile for his nostalgic tale
Never comin’ near what he wanted to say
Only to realize it never really was

And so it is that many of those fools will continue to fool themselves. Imagining a love that doesn’t really exist. As long as we keep it to ourselves, only in our minds, it’s real. It’s only when those feelings are exposed that they become subject to the harsh realities of life. Yup, the truth often hurts.

She had a place in his life
He never made her think twice
As he rises to her apology
Anybody else would surely know
He’s watchin’ her go

I recently read Michael McDonald’s autobiography “What A Fool Believes” and it’s clear that this song (from the Doobie Brothers album Minute By Minute) was a turning point for both Michael and the band. The song was cowritten with Kenny Loggins and actually appeared first on Kenny’s 1978 album Nightwatch. The Doobies version made it to #1 on the Billboard Hot 100 in April 1979.

What a fool believes he sees
No wise man has the power
To reason away
What seems to be
Is always better than nothing
And nothing at all

I never had a chance to meet Michael when I was in the biz, but after reading his book, he seems like such an ordinary guy. Like somebody from your neighborhood. Just a real, “down-to-earth” regular guy, with doubts and insecurities like all the rest of us. According to his book, even though we all know him as a super talented musician, vocalist and songwriter, well into his successful career he carried a very real fear and insecurity about his musical abilities. Of being “less than” as he says. So, you can understand how truly personal this song must have been for him.

Keeps sending him somewhere back in her long ago
Where he can still believe there’s a place in her life
Someday, somewhere, she will return

With a virtual mountain of hits to his credit: “Real Love”, “Taking It To The Streets, “Minute By Minute”, “Little Darling (I Need You)”, “It Keeps You Running” (with the Doobie Brothers) and “I Keep Forgetting”, “You Belong To Me” (with Carly Simon), “On My Own” (with Patti LaBelle), “Yah Mo B There” (with James Ingram), “Sweet Freedom” and “Take It To Heart” (with Diane Warren), it’s very hard to believe this guy could ever be insecure about his talent. Not to mention the pile of hit records that he played on or did background vocals for: Toto, Steely Dan, Kenny Loggins, Christopher Cross, and Bonnie Raitt, just to name a few.

She had a place in his life
He never made her think twice
As he rises to her apology
Anybody else would surely know
He’s watchin’ her go

If you really consider the lyrics, it’s funny that this jaunty, syncopated piano driven song carries such a sad, somber message. She was a big part of his life, yet he was totally insignificant to her. I guess it depends on your perspective: whether you are the fool, or the one doing the fooling. Yes, anybody else would surely know.

What a fool believes he sees
No wise man has the power
To reason away
What seems to be (if love can come and love can go)
(Then why can’t love be so much more?) Is always better than nothing
(Who’s got the power?) And nothing at all

Whether you’ve been there or not (I sure have) this is a song we all can relate to. Check it out here:

Sources: Wikipedia – Michael McDonald, “What A Fool Believes” – Author Michael McDonald, Songfacts – What A Fool Believes

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How You Don’t Believe

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Their end is destruction, their god is their belly, and their glory is in their shame. Their minds are set on earthly things. ~2 Thessalonians 1:9

Praise be to the Lord my Rock, who trains my hands for war, my fingers for battle. ~ Psalm 144:1

Well, it’s been a minute, as they say. Six years have come and gone since my last UTRS post. Why so long, you ask? Hard to say. Covid came and went (sort of), a new job came and went, a new relationship came and went (sad for that, she was a great lady, I just wasn’t ready) and I became a grandparent for the first time. Maybe I just lost my passion for things to say.

The Eastern world, it is explodin’
Violence flarin’, bullets loadin’
You’re old enough to kill but not for votin’
You don’t believe in war, but what’s that gun you’re totin’?
And even the Jordan river has bodies floatin’

Anyway, I’m back and ready to go again, batteries renewed and a different perspective on things. I’ve been restless in my soul lately. Turning things over and over in my mind. I’ve started listening to a lot of 60’s music lately (the Golden Age of Transistor Radio) on SiriusXM and Spotify. This song has come up on rotation several times over the past few weeks and it seems to capture the creeping sense of foreboding I’ve been feeling.

But you tell me
Over and over and over again, my friend
How you don’t believe
We’re on the eve of destruction

Could this possibly be the reason I’ve been searching for some property out in the woods, off the grid? I increasingly feel like I need to get further away from urban (and even suburban) areas. It’s not necessarily the people I want to avoid, I’m just feeling more and more like we are going to need to become more self-sufficient to survive. I’m no “doomsday prepper”, but I can definitely see the advantage of living where you might be able to live off the land, if you had to.

Don’t you understand what I’m trying to say
Can’t you feel the fears I’m feeling today?
If the button is pushed, there’s no runnin’ away
There’ll be no one to save with the world in a grave
Take a look around you boy, it’s bound to scare you, boy

I just don’t think people are anywhere near aware enough of the very real threats we face these days. They have no idea how quickly it could all come apart. It’s been over 20 years since the 911 disaster which was the last time I saw us truly pull together as a nation. 911 was regarded as an attack like we haven’t seen on our country since Pearl Harbor, but I think those events both pale in comparison to what may soon come. And, of course, the upcoming presidential election is a foreshadowing, as well. This whole place in time seems eerily reminiscent of the late 1960’s. Civil unrest, political violence, racial strife, foreign wars; it feels like Groundhog Day to me.

And you tell me
Over and over and over again, my friend
How you don’t believe
We’re on the eve of destruction

WE ARE NOT READY. Say it out loud; we are not ready. As a nation. As a people. As an elite military force. We are simply not ready. Our country has done nothing but reduce our military since WW2 ended. Even through the 1960’s there’s been nothing like it. In the last few years of WW2 our military budget was equal to 50% of our GNP. Ronald Reagan reawakened our military conscience a bit in the 1980’s, but it has fallen off sharply since then. Today our military budget is equal to 3% of our GNP. We’ve got to wake up. A strong military will help us avoid war, not encourage it. Peace through strength, as Reagan said in 1980: “We know only too well that war comes not when the forces of freedom are strong, but when they are weak. It is then that tyrants are tempted.” Boy, doesn’t that sound familiar?

Yeah, my blood’s so mad, feels like coagulatin’
I’m sittin’ here just contemplatin’
I can’t twist the truth, it knows no regulation
Handful of senators don’t pass legislation
And marches alone can’t bring integration
When human respect is disintegratin’
This whole crazy world is just too frustratin’

“Eve Of Destruction” burst off the airwaves in 1965 with a sound that was very different to my then 7 year old ears. That chorus “over and over and over again” just stuck in my head. The echoing intro with the bang of drums sounding like gunfire, the ringing guitar and Barry McGuire’s gravelly Dylan-esque vocals and harmonica riffs just reached out and grabbed me. You’d think those lyrics would be somewhat frightening to a young kid, but it was nothing new to me. We were seeing it in black and white every night on the evening news with Walter Cronkite giving us the daily stats for the war in Vietnam like it was a ball game. Instead of hits, runs and final scores, it was the number wounded, KIA and total casualties. We saw the Kennedy’s, MLK and George Wallace shot on TV. We had “duck and cover” drills in school. All of us had family or friends with brothers or fathers who didn’t make it home from the war. We were being made READY.

And you tell me
Over and over and over again, my friend
How you don’t believe
We’re on the eve of destruction

The song was written by P.F. Sloan and recorded by several artists, but most notably by Barry McGuire and The Turtles. I always preferred Barry’s version; it sounded so raw and stark versus the slicker production heard on The Turtles version. As the story goes, the song was cut in one take with Barry reading the words for the first time off a scrawled on, crumpled piece of paper. As the story goes, the original “rough” cut was leaked to a local radio DJ who immediately put it on air. Even though a second, more polished take of the vocals was produced, the original track persevered. The song made it all the way to #1 on the Hot Billboard 100 chart.

And think of all the hate there is in Red China
Then take a look around to Selma, Alabama
Ah, you may leave here for four days in space
But when you return, it’s the same old place
The poundin’ of the drums, the pride and disgrace
You can bury your dead, but don’t leave a trace
Hate your next door neighbor but don’t forget to say grace

The late 1960’s were definitely a time of turbulence and yet, out of all the destruction and chaos some good things came. The 70’s saw a decade of relative peace, harmony and acceptance. People were cool, life was lighter. Racial stereotypes were blasted apart and laughed at by all races on network TV with shows like All In The Family and The Jeffersons. In the 80’s the Cold War reared it’s ugly head again briefly, but Reagan told Mr. Gorgachev to “tear down this wall” and we all knew that Maverick and the Ice Man would be quickly dispatched if he didn’t comply. I wish those days would return, but I’m not sure they ever will. And now, whenever this song pops up on my playlists, I get a bit of a chill in my soul for the days to come. We all should start to listen, heed this message and believe. If we don’t, we really could be “on the eve of destruction”.

And you tell me
Over and over and over and over again, my friend
You don’t believe we’re on the eve of destruction
No no, you don’t believe we’re on the eve of destruction

I’ll Stand My Ground

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Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go. ~ Joshua 1:9

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. ~ Philippians 4:13

Well, I won’t back down
No I won’t back down
You can stand me up at the gates of hell
But I won’t back down

It’s been a while…I know, I know. But when Tom Petty passed (almost exactly a year ago) it really took a lot of wind out of my sails. He was not my all-time favorite rock artist, but he was definitely one of them. I think my need for a sabbatical of sorts, was really just from the cumulative weight of all the recent rocker exits. Prince, Glen Frey, David Bowie, the list goes on and on. Writing about the classic rockers was starting to feel a little grim. More like writing obituaries than fun filled musings on our rock heroes and the inner meanings of the songs they gave us. I needed a break.

No I’ll stand my ground
Won’t be turned around
And I’ll keep this world from draggin’ me down
Gonna stand my ground

So, it’s been a year. And, a lot has happened. Some good, some bad, but always life, sweet life. Lots of changes and reflecting on those changes. One of my best friends was diagnosed with cancer; tumors located in the brain and lungs. He suffered and battled through surgeries, radiation, chemotherapy and an immunotherapy drug trial that nearly killed him. Another friend from my record biz days, a super sweet lady was diagnosed with metastatic breast cancer and she’s battling it still. Both are fighting and surviving and, in the face of it, are relishing every day, and every moment within.

And I won’t back down
(I won’t back down)
Hey baby, there ain’t no easy way out
(I won’t back down)
Hey I will stand my ground
And I won’t back down

This is not intended to be a post about sorrow or sadness; it’s a post about strength and faith and survival. It’s a post about triumph and living life every day with passion, intent and purpose.  Why? Well, because back on May 3rd of this year, I walked out to my truck on a shiny late spring morning to go to a meeting. As I turned my back to put my things in the back seat, a young man ran up behind me, grabbed me around the neck, reached around and stabbed me in the chest. Not exactly what you expect to happen on a routine day in a good neighborhood! But after the initial shock, adrenaline kicked in and, fortunately, I was able to fight him off and chase him away. And, since I was standing there with my keys in my hand (blood gushing). I decided it was gonna be faster to just drive myself to the hospital (it was only 2 miles away) than call for an ambulance.  Not too smart, I was later informed.

Well I know what’s right
I got just one life
In a world that keeps on pushin’ me around
But I’ll stand my ground
And I won’t back down
(I won’t back down)

But, all’s well that ends well. I was a very lucky man; I didn’t suffer any damage to heart or lungs, so they cleaned up the wound , stitched me up and I drove back home later that afternoon. Here’s the funny thing: my sweetheart had given me a new necklace for my birthday, just a few days earlier. It was a cross with my favorite scripture verse inscribed on the back.  That’s right, good ol’ Philippians 4:13.  And yes, I just so happened to be wearing it that day.

Hey baby, there ain’t no easy way out
(I won’t back down)
Hey I will stand my ground
(I won’t back down)

So, we can celebrate the life of Tom Petty, one year gone by. He’s no longer here but his music lives on inside us all.  “I Won’t Back Down” was Tom’s ode to courage and strength in the face of a tragedy that had occurred in his life, just before he recorded the album Full Moon Fever. An arsonist had burned down his house while he was inside with his family and housekeeper. The arsonist was never caught and the life threatening experience clearly affected his life and his family.

According to an article in Songfacts, “I Won’t Back Down” was his way of reclaiming his life and getting past the torment – he said that writing and recording the song had a calming effect on him.

Here’s a few fun facts about the song:

  • This was Petty’s first single without the Heartbreakers credited as his backing band.
  • It was one of four songs Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers played at the halftime show of the Super Bowl in 2008.
  • George W. Bush used this in his 2000 Presidential campaign. When Petty found out, he threatened to sue, as he did not support Bush.
  • In a 2006 interview with Harp, he said, “That song frightened me when I wrote it. I didn’t embrace it at all. It’s so obvious. I thought it wasn’t that good because it was so naked.

This song has always been one of my favorites by TP and he once said it was the song more people asked him about than any other. I think it’s because it summons up the fighting spirit inside us all and reminds us that, when life is at it’s toughest and it seems like we’re gonna get beat, we just have to stand our ground. And, never, ever back down.

Listen and enjoy…

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Songfacts: https://www.songfacts.com/facts/tom-petty/i-wont-back-down

Wikipedia: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tom_Petty

Not Just For Some

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But anyone who hates a brother or sister is in the darkness and walks around in the darkness. They do not know where they are going, because the darkness has blinded them.  1 John 2:11

What the world needs now is love, sweet love
It’s the only thing that there’s just too little of
What the world needs now is love, sweet love,
No not just for some but for everyone.

Some songs resonate because of the beautiful simplicity of their message. Some concepts in life are so simple, it’s hard to understand why some folks just don’t seem to understand them. It’s like that poster/meme you’ve probably seen on social media. You know, the one about “All I Really Need To Know, I Learned In Kindergarten”? Some of the most important things in life are really basic; even a child understands.

Lord, we don’t need another mountain,
There are mountains and hillsides enough to climb
There are oceans and rivers enough to cross,
Enough to last till the end of time.

Somehow I sat, blissfully unaware last night, as to the horrible happenings in Las Vegas. I can’t believe it. I didn’t turn on the TV until about 11:00 last night (to catch the tail end of Sunday Night Football, but you would have thought there would have been some news breaks during the game. But I never saw anything. And, because of my schedule today, I didn’t hear or see any news at all until about 3:00 this afternoon. When I did, it felt like an “out of body” experience. Is this really true? Did this really happen? Does this much hate really exist in our world?

Lord, we don’t need another meadow
There are cornfields and wheat fields enough to grow
There are sunbeams and moonbeams enough to shine
Oh listen, Lord, if you want to know.

As a young boy  growing up in the turbulent 1960’s, I saw firsthand, on the nightly news, just how much hatred can exist in the hearts of man. But it wasn’t real to me…it just happened on TV.  Then I started to get closer exposure to some of those things that Walter Cronkite and David Brinkley were talking about. My best friend’s older brother didn’t make it back from Vietnam. A girl in my 4th grade class had a cousin who was severely beaten during a civil rights demonstration in college. The school I went to was desegregated and the fights got bloody. Looking back, it was a rough time and a lot of bad things happened, but a lot of good things eventually came out of it.

What the world needs now is love, sweet love
It’s the only thing that there’s just too little of
What the world needs now is love, sweet love,
No, not just for some but for everyone.

In 1965, in the midst of all of the turmoil, came a sweet, simple song that seemed out of place with all the bad news. Jackie DeShannon, burst onto the airwaves with a message that we all needed to hear. “What The World Needs Now Is Love”, co-written by the lyric and melody masters dream team of Burt Bacharach and Hal David, was like a giant bowl of soothing salve for the American psyche. It was just what we needed to hear, just when we needed to hear it most. And, best of all,  it was wrapped up in a tune and words that even a child could understand.

In an interview with Bacharach for Record Collector magazine, Burt had this recollection: “Dionne (Warwick) rejected that song. She might have thought it was too preachy and I thought Dionne was probably right. Hal pushed me to play it for Jackie De Shannon who we were gonna record. Otherwise, I would have let it be and it would still be in the drawer.” What an awful shame that would have been!

I can’t imagine what it would have sounded like if Dionne had recorded it (I’m sure it would have been great), but Jackie’s voice just seemed like a perfect match to me. It seems like a lot of folks must have been ready to hear the message; as the song, featured on Jackie’s debut album, wound up going all the way to #7 on the Billboard Top 100.

In times like these, it seems we all need to be reminded of where our priorities should be. When He was asked which of God’s commandments was the most important,  Jesus responded in this way: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the first and greatest commandment.  And the second is: Love your neighbor as yourself. ”

And, by the way, I’m pretty sure that he meant that to be:

No, not just for some, oh, but for everyone.

Peace and love, everyone.

Listen to Jackie sing it here:

And, just in case we forgot, here’s her follow up hit from 1969:

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To Build A Wall

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A day for the building of your walls! On that day, the boundary will be distant. ~ Micah 7:11

There is freedom within, there is freedom without
Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup
There’s a battle ahead, many battles are lost
But you’ll never see the end of the road
While you’re traveling with me

With all the recent talk of “building a wall” and political discord in our country, this song just jumped out at me when it popped up on my Spotify feed a few days ago. As I have explained to some of the folks (thank you very much, both of you) who read this blog regularly, I don’t really pick the songs that are featured; they come to me, begging to be reviewed and remarked upon. This is certainly the case for this song.

Hey now, hey now
Don’t dream it’s over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they won’t win

When I first considered writing about it, it was for the more obvious reasons – those of a political nature – and immediate thoughts came to mind. But, as I continued to mull it over and began to formulate the story, other directions began to take shape. And I began to wonder how many people out there are feeling the same way I am right now, especially when it comes to the state of our country and some of the crazy things that seem to be happening.

Now I’m towing my car, there’s a hole in the roof
My possessions are causing me suspicion but there’s no proof
In the paper today tales of war and of waste
But you turn right over to the TV page

Now, I’m not here to launch into a political rant…this is surely not the forum for that. But something I think we ALL can agree on right now is a growing feeling of being a little lost, a bit unsettled. This world – and our lives in it – have never seem to be more divided or polarized. It’s no wonder that so many of us reach for the distractions of TV, routines, or other busy work to keep our heads clear of it. It sure seems it’s much easier to do those things than to address the myriad issues at hand.

Hey now, hey now
Don’t dream it’s over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they won’t win

Oftentimes, the result of these distractions is the erosion of our most important blessings in life – our relationships with others. And that erosion can further extend into disillusionment with our relationship with God, as well. So, sometimes we need to simply shut out all of the noise and remind ourselves of what is most important. When He was asked what are the most important of His commandments, Jesus said they were these two: to love our neighbors as ourselves and to love the Lord with all our heart and soul.

Now I’m walking again to the beat of a drum
And I’m counting the steps to the door of your heart
Only shadows ahead barely clearing the roof
Get to know the feeling of liberation and release

Auckland, New Zealand’s Neil Finn founded Crowded House in 1985, along with his older brother Tim and drummer Paul Hester, after the breakup of their former band, Split Enz (“I Got You”, “History Never Repeats”, “One Step Ahead”).  The band name was inspired by the tiny rental house in Los Angeles the guys were living in at the time. Released in 1986, “Don’t Dream It’s Over” was the only major hit for the band, reaching #2 on the U.S. charts, as well as #1 in Canada and New Zealand. Neil explained his meaning in the song as one of feeling kind of hopeless and lost, yet still wanting to urge himself on.

Hey now, hey now
Don’t dream it’s over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they won’t win

Urging himself onward is exactly what Neil – and the rest of the band – continued to do. The band went on to record four more albums, but only secured one more minor hit: 1992’s “Weather With You” which reached #7 on the U.K. pop chart. Even so, Neil and Tim soldiered on after Crowded House broke up in 1996, collaborating on a fantastic lp, Finn by the Finn Brothers. The brothers were subsequently rewarded by the Queen as inducted Officers of the Order of the British Empire for their contributions to New Zealand’s musical heritage.

This song, with it’s dreamlike chorus and simple, melodic guitar riff, has always been uplifting to me and stands to remind all of us that are feeling a little lost to persevere. They may indeed come to build a wall between us, but they’ll never, ever win.

Listen to the original here:

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To Gaze Awhile

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Thus all the tithe of the land, of the seed of the land or of the fruit of the tree, is the LORD’S; it is holy to the LORD. ~ Leviticus 27:30

You’ll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You’ll forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we walk in fields of gold

What is it about the look of flowing fields of grain that make us feel so calm, so serene and peaceful…so content? Is it the fullness of the land or the warmth of the sun flowing down upon it? The way the sun and the wind seem to play over them, creating the illusion of fields alive in motion, pulling us in? Or, something so much deeper within us?

So she took her love
For to gaze awhile
Upon the fields of barley
In his arms she fell as her hair came down
Among the fields of gold

Is there ever a more romantic feeling than watching the elements of earth and sky interact and move together in rhythm? It’s the same way many of us feel when gazing at the ocean. All of God’s splendor is revealed in front of us. So much power and beauty, so much more than we are, or could ever hope to be. We feel inspired and yet, somehow insignificant, as it stirs our souls.

Will you stay with me, will you be my love
Among the fields of barley
We’ll forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we lie in fields of gold

In the midst of it, here is the key question: will you stay with me? And for how long? In the same world where so many vows are taken and broken and so many relationships are temporary, these great fields and oceans seem forever. How we hope that our loves could be the same. Why is commitment is so hard for us?

See the west wind move like a lover so
Upon the fields of barley
Feel her body rise when you kiss her mouth
Among the fields of gold
I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I’ve broken
But I swear in the days still left
We’ll walk in fields of gold

This was a subject much discussed in a recent conversation I had, and I wondered aloud if perhaps we have to go through a certain number of broken commitments, promises and failed relationships to begin to truly value the meaning of forever. Maybe it’s only once we’ve suffered enough, that we can truly give totally of ourselves, with no promise in return. And, speaking of no promise in return, I once heard a very wise man say that if you were thinking of lending money to a friend or family member, you should only do so if you were fine with never getting it back.  Maybe our heart’s commitments to one another should be given in that same spirit. Like our Father in Heaven’s love for us, unconditional and for all time.

Many years have passed since those summer days
Among the fields of barley
See the children run as the sun goes down
Among the fields of gold
You’ll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold

This song has long been one of my favorites by Sting and it seems that it’s one of his – and his wife, Trudy Styler’s – as well. It was actually inspired by the view of the fields of barley that surround his home in Salisbury, Wiltshire in the U.K.. The simplicity of the song just seems to add to it’s rich and lustrous tone, and the lyrics read like something out of a sixteenth century novel. The song takes you on a chronological journey, slowly meandering through the man’s courtship, marriage, life, love and eventually even death.  But through it all, it shows his strong desire to hold on to the commitments he’s made…no matter what.

If only we could all do the same.

Listen to the original here:

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Like Something From A Dream

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Wait for the LORD; be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the LORD! ~Psalms 27:14

Oh baby don’t it feel like heaven right now
Don’t it feel like something from a dream
Yeah I’ve never known nothing quite like this
Don’t it feel like tonight might never be again
We know better than to try and pretend
Baby no one could’a ever told me ’bout this
I said yeah yeah

You’ve probably heard the old saying, “good things come to those who wait”. And, I guess old sayings become old sayings because…well, because they pretty much hold true over time. But that sure doesn’t make it easier for us. We want what we want, when we want it. Meaning, in most cases, right now. Patience is just not a virtue that many of us possess.

The waiting is the hardest part
Every day you see one more card
You take it on faith, you take it to the heart
The waiting is the hardest part

And, it doesn’t get any easier as we get older. It’s true that most of us exhibit more patience as we grow up, but deep inside, we’re still just like a bunch of five year olds. It doesn’t matter what the subject or object of our desires is: money, fame, success, material things or even love. Once we’ve caught the bug, we’re done for. We simply can’t stop thinking and fidgeting and obsessing over it.

Well yeah i might have chased a couple women around
All it ever got me was down
Then there were those that made me feel good
But never as good as I’m feeling right now
Baby you’re the only one that’s ever known how
To make me wanna live like I wanna live now
I said yeah yeah

And, our walk with God is no different. I pray every day for the wisdom to know His will for my life and for the strength to live it. But I sure do wish He would hurry along with it and clue me in. Lord knows I’ve made plenty of mistakes in my life, blindly stumbling towards what I supposed might be the right choices. But do we ever stop and think that maybe there’s a reason the right course is not set before us all along. Maybe there’s a reason we need to learn to be patient? Perhaps there’s a lesson to be learned here. Especially when it come to matters of the heart.

The waiting is the hardest part
Every day you get one more yard
You take it on faith, you take it to the heart
The waiting is the hardest part

Many of us feel like we’ll never find that special someone. That perfect match that complements us, that completes us, that fulfills and loves us unconditionally. Or, as it’s commonly referred to in today’s vernacular, our soulmate. I think the lesson is sort of like one many parents impart to their children: the lesson being that the reason you aren’t given a certain thing at a certain time – that time being right now – is because you are not truly ready to appreciate it.  You’re not ready to truly value and cherish and take care of it the way you should.  Maybe, it’s only when we are ready to fully give our love, that we are ready to fully receive it from someone else.

Oh don’t let it kill you baby, don’t let it get to you
Don’t let it kill you baby, don’t let it get to you
I’ll be your bleedin’ heart, I’ll be your cryin’ fool
Don’t let this go too far
Don’t let it get to you

Tom Petty knows a little bit about waiting. He got to meet Elvis Presley in 1961 on the film set for the movie Follow That Dream and knew right away that he wanted to be a musician and singer. A few years later, when he saw the Beatles on The Ed Sullivan Show, that just solidified it in his mind. As Tom said in an interview on NPR, “I really saw in The Beatles that here’s something I could do. I knew I could do it.”

But, it wasn’t until he had paid his dues in the garage bands around Gainesville, Florida for many years, including stints in the Epics and Mudcrutch, that Petty finally found his way into the band that ultimately became Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers. In 1976, the band released their eponymous debut with minor success, but their first hit single, “Breakdown” came only after it was re-released in 1977 and finally reached #40 on the hit charts after the band finished a tour opening for Nils Lofgren in 1978.

“The Waiting” was the lead single from Petty’s 1981 album, Hard Promises. According to a Songfacts interview with Tom, he said: “That was a song that took a long time to write.  Roger McGuinn (The Byrds) swears he told me the line – about the waiting being the hardest part – but I think I got the idea from something Janis Joplin said on television. I had the chorus very quickly, but I had a very difficult time piecing together the rest of the song. It’s about waiting for your dreams and not knowing if they will come true. I’ve always felt it was an optimistic song.”

I’ve always loved this song and it has long been one of my favorites, coming out at a time in my life when I was just starting to learn what yearning for love really was – and how truly hard waiting for it can be.

And now, even at this point in my life, I still find a lot of joy and hope in the message. Not that I’ve gotten any more patient. I still don’t like it.  The waiting, that is.

Enjoy the original video from Tom and the Heartbreakers here:

And check out Linda Ronstadt’s beautifully sung version here:

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A Moment of Truth

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But I trust in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation. ~ Psalm 13:5

Some love is just a lie of the heart
The cold remains of what began with a passionate start
And they may not want it to end
But it will it’s just a question of when
I’ve lived long enough to have learned
The closer you get to the fire the more you get burned
But that won’t happen to us
Because it’s always been a matter of trust

Trust you say? Everybody wants it, but few actually have it. Who can you trust? Friends? Family? Lovers? When you’ve lived as long as I have, you can get a bit jaundiced when it comes to matters of the heart. And, despite the reference to getting burned, we know that it’s a cold, hard world out there. And, in times like these, it feels like it’s only getting colder. But we have to try…what would life be if we didn’t even try?

I know you’re an emotional girl
It took a lot for you to not lose your faith in this world
I can’t offer you proof
But you’re going to face a moment of truth
It’s hard when you’re always afraid
You just recover when another belief is betrayed
So break my heart if you must
It’s a matter of trust

So, how do we go on? How do we pick up the pieces and try again? It’s not easy, but we have to have faith and trust. We can start with our faith and trust in our Lord and Savior and build from that. I have often heard faith described as “choosing to believe in something despite the absence of proof”. No one can offer us proof that we can fully trust them, until we take that first leap of faith. We have to have the courage to take that first step forward. Only then can they begin to earn that trust.

You can’t go the distance
With too much resistance
I know you have doubts
But for God’s sake don’t shut me out

Now, I’m not saying we shouldn’t be prudent. I’m not saying we should be careless with our hearts. I’m not saying we should be totally open books with the pages flapping in the wind. But, at some point, you have to hold out your hand (and your heart). Because the bottom line is; we can choose to be open and trusting, or we can choose to be closed and unbelieving. And that, my friends, is no way to live this life.

This time you’ve got nothing to lose
You can take it, you can leave it
Whatever you choose
I won’t hold back anything
And I’ll walk a way a fool or a king
Some love is just a lie of the mind
It’s make believe until its only a matter of time
And some might have learned to adjust
But then it never was a matter of trust

A friend of mine recently wrote something on this subject that really touched me (I’ll paraphrase it here) and it inspired a lot of what is in this post.  She said that you can’t just stop loving, or wanting to love, because when it’s right, it’s the best thing in the world. Words have never rung more true to me. To try to deny the most human, most personal of our basic needs is an exercise in futility. You just can’t hold it back, no matter how hard you try.

I’m sure you’re aware love
We’ve both had our share of
Believing too long
When the whole situation was wrong

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Billy Joel has written a lot of songs that follow this theme (“Keeping The Faith”, “Honesty” and “The Longest Time” are a few that come to mind), so we know that he has experienced these same feelings, very deeply and often. This song, long one of my “80’s Billy Joel” favorites came off his tenth studio album, The Bridge. “A Matter of Trust” went all the way up to #10 on the Billboard Hot 100 shortly after it’s release on July 28, 1986. The Bridge was Billy’s follow up to his 1983 lp, An Innocent Man, which was widely recognized as his doo-wop laced “celebration of love” to Christie Brinkley, and it’s clear that he was still basking in the glow from his burgeoning relationship with her.

Some love is just a lie of the soul
A constant battle for the ultimate state of control
After you’ve heard lie upon lie
There can hardly be a question of why
Some love is just a lie of the heart
The cold remains of what began with a passionate start
But that can’t happen to us
Because it’s always been a matter of trust

Now, of course, we know that it can happen to us.  Billy and Christie’s relationship didn’t last forever and, sadly, it’s clear that this happens more often than not.  But, I’ve always felt that the spirit and essence of this song totally captured the hopes and dreams that we all have of finding, and keeping, that perfect relationship.

And, it’s out there…trust me. You just have to take that first step.

Enjoy the original video here;

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When The Leading Man Appears

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And Mizpah, for he said, “The Lord watch between you and me, when we are out of one another’s sight. ~ Genesis 31:49

Hey, if we can solve any problem
Then why do we lose so many tears
Oh, and so you go again
When the leading man appears
Always the same thing
Can’t you see, we’ve got everything goin’ on and on and on

Why do these cycles of life continue? Must we be doomed to repeat the mistakes of our past? Maybe, as the boys from 38 Special sang; we just need to “hold on loosely, but don’t let go”.

Every time you go away you take a piece of me with you
Every time you go away you take a piece of me with you

Yes, partings can be hard, whether those be with family, friends or lovers, and they can literally feel like a piece of our heart has been ripped away. But, the good news is that we can sustain, we can get by, we can recover. Sometimes it just takes a little help from someone else.

Go on and go free, yeah
Maybe you’re too close to see
I can feel your body move
It doesn’t mean that much to me
I can’t go on sayin’ the same thing
Just can’t you see, we’ve got everything do you even know we know

And, sometimes we just need to let go. It may seem like the hardest thing to do at the time, but as the days go by, we gain fresh perspective. But still…we can’t help but feel that nagging doubt in the back of our mind. This all seemed so right for such a long time, didn’t it? And, you wonder, do they feel this way too? This uncertainty? Parting certainly is, as Willie S. reminds us, “such sweet sorrow”.

I can’t go on sayin’ the same thing
‘Cause baby, can’tcha see, we’ve got everything goin’ on and on and on

Every time you go away you take a piece of me with you
Every time you go away you take a piece of me with you

This song always seemed to perfectly capture the “sweet sorrow” of the empty achiness we feel when these situations in life occur. It was originally written and released by Daryl Hall and John Oates on their 1980 album, Voices. They never released it as a single, however, so it never gained much notice until Paul Young covered it in 1985.

The Hall & Oates version was a slower, more gospel-like sounding arrangement and both Daryl and John were amazed by the difference created by Paul and his producer, Laurie Lathem. According to an interview with Daryl Hall in 2014, he counts this as his favorite cover of one of his (and John’s) songs.  Paul’s version went all the way to #1 on the Billboard Hot Singles chart and became a gold record in 1985.

Paul went on to have several other “blue-eyed soul” type hits with “Love Of The Common People”, the Marvin Gaye classic “Wherever I Lay My Hat” and “Everything Must Change”, along with several others.  This song, however, was always my favorite and the one I think he will always be most easily recognized by and remembered for.

So, if you had a “sweet sorrow” parting with a loved one after the holidays and are feeling a bit down, take heart in the comfort provided by our Lord, and reach back in time to listen to the soulful sound of Paul giving his best.

Check out the video here:

And check out the original from Hall & Oates here:

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Eyes Full Of Tinsel And Fire

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He who comes to God must believe that He is and that He is a rewarder of those who seek Him: Hebrews 11:6

They said there’ll be snow at Christmas
They said there’ll be peace on Earth
But instead it just kept on raining
A veil of tears for the Virgin birth

Regular UTRS readers know that I always feature a (classic rock) Christmas song each December. And this year, it seems, I’ve been dedicating far too many of my posts to our rock icons that have passed away. I guess it is inevitable, given the fact that most of our idols that rocked the 1960’s and ’70’s are coming to a certain age.

This year saw David Bowie, Leon Russell, Prince, Leonard Cohen, Paul Kantner, Glenn Frey, Merle Haggard (he’s not rock, but he’s a bona fide classic), Keith Emerson, and now Keith’s bandmate, Greg Lake, (among many others) leaving this world and going on to their reward with our Father in Heaven.

And, as the Righteous Brothers sang back in ’74, now more than ever; “If there’s a rock n roll Heaven, you know they got a hell of a band.”.

I remember one Christmas morning
A winters light and a distant choir
And the peal of a bell and that Christmas Tree smell
And eyes full of tinsel and fire

But it also reminds me of what we all should be seeking in this world. Especially at this time of year, with all the craziness of Black Friday and Cyber Monday shopping and the rush to fill our lives with material things. It’s that which I pray for every day and should be the most important gift we all can share; our relationships with one another. And God granted us the greatest gift of all that first Christmas morning; our relationship with our Lord and savior, Jesus Christ.

They sold me a dream of Christmas
They sold me a Silent Night
And they told me a fairy story
‘Till I believed in the Israelite

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Greg Lake met Robert Fripp at guitar lessons back in the early ’60’s and when Fripp decided to form King Crimson, he invited Greg to join the band. The band’s lyricist was a fellow named Peter Sinfield and this turned out to be a very fortuitous mixture of players and personalities. King Crimson had a few hits, most notably “In The Court Of The Crimson King” which peaked at #80 on the U.S. charts, and helped to usher in the sounds of what was being called “progressive rock”.

And I believed in Father Christmas
And I looked to the sky with excited eyes
‘Till I woke with a yawn in the first light of dawn
And I saw him and through his disguise

But Greg’s real success began when he left King Crimson to form a new band that included keyboardist Keith Emerson (whom he met when Emerson’s band, The Nice, was the opening act for King Crimson’s tour supporting Court Of The Crimson King) along with drummer, Carl Palmer (Atomic Rooster).

ELP was widely known for it’s deeply progressive sound and elaborate and lengthy stage shows. ELP scored seven gold albums and singles like “Lucky Man”. “In The Beginning”, “Jerusalem” and “Fanfare For The Common Man”.

I wish you a hopeful Christmas
I wish you a brave New Year
All anguish pain and sadness
Leave your heart and let your road be clear

In 1975, Greg took time off from ELP to record a solo single “I Believe In Father Christmas”. Many people misinterpreted the song, calling it atheist and anti-Christmas and religion. That was far from the truth. As Greg himself noted in a 2011 interview with Uncut magazine: “For me as a child, it was the visual image of peace on earth and goodwill toward men. It was the symbol of generosity and feeling good and all those things. And that’s what I think Christmas is all about.”

A few fun facts about the song include:

  • ELP rarely released singles but this solo effort from Greg Lake went to #2 on both the U.S. and U.K. charts.
  • Greg collaborated with (guess who) Pete Sinfield on the lyrics for the song. Pete said that “Some of it was based on an actual thing in my life when I was eight-years-old, and came downstairs to see this wonderful Christmas tree that my mother had done. I was that little boy.”.
  • In 2008 a cover by U2 was made available exclusively to subscribers of an online Aids charity magazine Red(Wire).
  • The music video was filmed in Israel, on the deserts of the Sinai Peninsula and actual Bedouins were the audience. They were scheduled to begin taping at 11:00 am and at 10:45 there were still no Bedouins were in sight. Greg was getting nervous, but the security guards assured him they would arrive. As Greg remembered: “Eventually they turned up. Most beautiful looking people: pearl white teeth, these dark oak suntans, incredible looking people. We sat round and they filmed them, I played the guitar and they listened happily. It was an amazing thing.”

Somehow I just can’t help thinking about the symbolism of the Bedouins, walking the hot sands, seeking a meeting with their “Father Christmas”, just as the shepherds and wise men before them had done.

This has always been one of my favorite classic rock Christmas songs and I hope you’ll enjoy this vintage, MTV era video.

Merry Christmas, everybody!

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